Living

Life is to short! We have to take each day as a miracle. I've done the sad, I've done the mad...I've decided I'm just done. If you don't want anything to do with me, its your loss not mine. I'm happy with who I am. I'm happy with the decisions I've made in my life so far. Life isn't about regreting, its about learning and moving forward. Well, I've learned. It's about me for awhile. I'm tired of trying not to hurt people's feelings. I'm done. It's about me for awhile. I love everyone that I know but sometimes you have to take care of yourself not the world. If I want to sing, I'm gonna sing. If I want to dance, I'm going to dance. It's my life. Single, happy and proud of the person I am. Nothing can hold me back now. You have held me down long enough...you left me! There is no coming back around to drag me down til you decided to leave again. My life, my rules...my me!

Confused

I don't get guys. Why does everything have to be so confusing? People always say that guys are very simple minded and girls are the ones making everything more complexed. Well, they lie! What is ya'll problems? You dump me and then ignore me for a week and the next thing I know you are texting me say "good morning beautiful". Why is that? You are with the girl you "love" and you text me? You are messed up in the head. I give up! Next I have you, you are just are complexed. You are engaged to a girl you love and we are supposed to be friends yet you don't want to hang out until I was single. Explain that one. It's strange. I can understand if you don't want a jealous boyfriend trying to start something, kinda. Only that isn't a problem with my guy. Also, you said you and a friend, not your girlfriend like I was the only girl gonna be there. Confusion. To all of you, my brain is racked and I don't know what to make of any of it. Why do I stress over it? It's like stoppin an addiction without knowing what will happen when I stop. Like livin without something you've always had. To be without contact with ya is like living without air...Impossible! Write this on my list of stupid things of my life.